Feelings = Chemicals

today we learned in science that feelings aren't really real.
everything in my brain is just a series of complex chemical reactions.
doesn't that scare you?
depression... isn't feeling. it's just over production... (or maybe underproduction?) of... urgh. i remembered it earlier.. it starts with an s... saratonin? i think.
it's upsetting, really, it is.

on the bright side, liam decided that we should move to south france.
i decided that we should have a farm.
with geese. i've named them gilderoy and patricia.
and a turtle. his name is delmar.
i'm working on thinking of more names and animals.
i love this boy.