a little hole, a small hole in my heart.

i can't even begin to tell you how many times i've cried or almost cried in the past week.
it's not been especially sad or anything... just... emotional a lot?
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i don't really wanna talk about it. i just wanted to blog for once... hahaha. sorry about that. i was so proud for a while.... uhmmm.
sorry.
this isn't good.
i'll leave.