ohhhhhhaaaaaiiiii

summer is here at last!
goodness gracious me.
1. i want chinese food so bad right now.
2. if i can't have chinese food then i'd like to see my boyfriend, i guess.
3. just kidding i really wanna see that kid.
4. ha, i had you there. you were like !?!?!?! but i knew what was going on.
5. i'm typing, not thinking.
6. finals were lame, but still cool. i like tests, they make me feel so smart.
7. i was so worried about science for nothing. i finished mad early and made faces at boyfriend for the rest of the live long day
8. father's day happened.
9. i'm going to my niece's kindergarten graduation tomorrow.
10. my nephew is a bonehead
11. i went canoeing with my father tonight. it was nice.
12. i'm reading pride and prejudice.
13. just so i can read pride and prejudice and zombies.
14. i'm really hungry. boyfriend and chinese food, appear!
15. i'm sleepy too, while we're complaining.
16. hyperbole caboose's last show was friday. my foot was stepped on three times by a) a two inch high heel, b) a vegan baby brother's foot and c) some random mosher. it was incredibly lame. i had to sit out for most their set, but boyfriend sat with me, which was lovely of him.
17. liam had dinner with my parents the same day.
18. it was cool i guess.
19. shuddup about your boyfriend murie, no one cares.
20. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
21. so sleepy, did i mention?
22. messing up and fixing grammar mistakes causes me to think, this is annoying.
23. i like bananas. my grandmother says they're good for me
24. chinese food?

Sventy four hour plaays

alkdjflakdjf!
my my, i just came from my first twenty four hour play, and by gum, it was fantastic.
i was all worried that i'd never memorize my lines, but i was fine...
my play, so dear to me, was entitled 'old hambone jim's sawdust regrets.' i played karen, his lost love.
the play ended with me taking a step forward after deciding to run away with him and a piano falling on my head.
i messed up one line.
it was okay.
i hope.
anywho. i spoke in a forrest gump accent throughout and my mouth feels all full of cotton and i can't stop speaking with a slight twang. i hate how that happens, but i kind of love it too...
i'm really sad rory couldn't go though.
i was very proud of myself (the kid that wrote the play went up and shook my hand and told me how wonderfully i embodied his written words).
i wanted him to be there...
:(

Feelings = Chemicals

today we learned in science that feelings aren't really real.
everything in my brain is just a series of complex chemical reactions.
doesn't that scare you?
depression... isn't feeling. it's just over production... (or maybe underproduction?) of... urgh. i remembered it earlier.. it starts with an s... saratonin? i think.
it's upsetting, really, it is.

on the bright side, liam decided that we should move to south france.
i decided that we should have a farm.
with geese. i've named them gilderoy and patricia.
and a turtle. his name is delmar.
i'm working on thinking of more names and animals.
i love this boy.

june the first

my face is better.
my knees still hurt.
but hannah colored my scars
blue
so it's better.
i told liam that i wanted a dinosaur.
he found one that would be
easily house-trained
and
good with small children.
It's a hypsilophodon.
hooray.

summer is here, i can taste it.
springfest was lackluster
and disappointing.
but i wrote a sonnet,
and wonwonwon.
i'm the sophomore representative at large.
and i remember how to spell sophomore, 75% of the time
[i'm getting old]