oy. oy oy oy.

What a long week this has been. With the faint shadow of my illness playfully following me about, it seems that time is just dragging, in it's own going-to-fast-slipping-through-my-fingers way.
i'm really really sleepy :(
Today was the last day of illegally hanging out in front of the auditorium... *sigh* we all shall miss it, bunches. But now the scary security lady must come about, with all her questions, her little notebook and ever-suspicious and accusatory attitude... I guess it's because of the fight with liam dearest and josh... And the myriad of random not dramalit kids being there, oh-so obnoxiously.
I lost my toolkit notebook. which absolutely and undeniably SUCKS.
I mean, it'll probably be easy enough to just put stuff in a new notebook from now on, the pages were indeed growing few... but i NEED all of those notes, I won't be able to remember what the fuck a fuggin whatitsface is in a month or two! apparently i can't even remember now! oy

anyways... we're doing in grammar in english, i kind of like mr tickell...... he's the only teacher that has gotten me relatively engaged in any sorts of grammar work... today, he had us write sentences based on pictures... and there was one with a volcano... listen to my sentence! (he usually goes around the room to read peoples, but he didn't see this one of mine so i'm sharing with you.)
"Rufus, weary and cold from months of travel, felt a faint warmth and glow emanating from the top of the mountain. He sighed in relief, soon his journey would end."

throwing up is absolutely no fun

uuuuuuuuughhhhhh.
2.00 - i say goodnight to liam and go to bed
4.00 - i wake up to terrible stomach pains
5.00 - somewhere around here, i puke
8.00 - i continue spewing until now, when my stomach is completely empty and sleep until...
15.00 - i wake up very disoriented
18.25 - this is now. i'm really hungry. my rents are at a superbowl party and theres lots of yum food around that i'm not allowed to eat cuz i'm ill! mothafucka i'm ill.... [lil wayne, anyone? i only know this cuz rory really enjoys that song... btw, new band, who knows the silversun pick ups?]
ahhhhhhhhshit. i don't feel good.
but i have to go to school tomorrow. mostly cuz i wanna see liam but also because i have to go to classes, i couldn't miss a day. that'd be bad. except gym. i could miss gym. and social studies. and... probly french. otherwise, i'd fail. oy. this is pointless. basically, dear reader, i puked a bunch. and dear and read are palindromes with each other. dear read. and read dear. wait. no they're not. dammit. i was so excited. whatever. blame it on my aching, aching, head.

:)

please forget i just compared our relationship to a manticore and beta fish making love
- my lovely splendid boyfriend.
be jealous.

Cabin Fever

"I got cabin fever it's burning in my brain
I've got cabin fever it's driving me insane
We got cabin fever, we're flipping our bandanas
Been stuck at sea so long we have simply gone bananas"
-Muppet Treasure Island

gahhh. my cabin. this place. my house. school. rochester.
i need to get out of here. ever feel like that? i just want to take a week or two and be anywhere but here. well. not... anywhereanywhere... hmmm... places i'd like to be:
1. north carolina, to see alice.
2. gun lake in the summer. everyday of my life i want to be there.
3. athens, greece.
4. hogwarts. got to get back to hogwarts. gotta get back to schoooool.
5. edinbraugh, scotland
6. naboo. yeah. star wars ftw.
7. paris, france (i know, original. but come on)
8. cape cod... osterville. in the summer.
9. i don't know... driving cross country with a couple friends and some good music, the point is i would no longer be here.

february, a blog post.

eeergh. why do i keep starting posts like that?
tonight i saw leap year with hannah. it was your average chick flick.
kind of the exact same plot as every single other romantic comedy... same predictability, how you know exactly what's going to happen the second when the main character walks on screen, the same guys: the pleasant mr 'right' and the ruggedly handsome new guy that the main character accidentally falls in love with, *oops.*, who, in this movie, was actually quite attractive. matthew goode. learn about it....
it was set in ireland though, which made stuff considerably better, cuz its so pretty there. and that picture doesn't even really show it. jeez. anyways. it made me really wanna go there. or. at least, not rochester. gahh. it's winter here, guys. i dislike winter. a lot. it's probably winter in ireland too, but at least it's not here. or i'd go to scotland... hmmm. today liam said that when he grows up, he wants to live in a castle in scotland. and he wants to have a bunch o chilluns, including but not limited to two boys, named 'fear' and 'ambush'. at least. that's what i think he said... *sigh...* that'd be cool.... :)
finally.... songs stuck in my head. gah. i saw guys and dolls last night. (fo free, i ushed) twas lovely. andrew jones is freaking AWESOME. i wanna be him when i grow up, he was nicelynicely, and eeeeeeee. the link i put there doesn't compare to jones' perfomance, but at least you'll hear the song. he was just beltin' and flippin shit and HE'S SO COOL. he called me adorable the other day. it made my month. i kid you not. anyways... what was i talking about??? oh yes. guys and dolls. well. basically i was gonna say that i have a bushel and a peck stuck in my head. listen at your own risk, rory's been singing it allllll day.
i'm afraid i have another song stuck in my head. but it's actually good. so it's okay. sorta. it's from this musical bare, which i actually haven't seen in entirety, cuz i'm so in love with this one song. but yes. gahahhhhhh. listen and enjoy.
hmmm. i probably have other things to tell people. ah well. i doubt anything'll go anywhere. i get on tangents. it's horrible. terrible, even.... night all.....